jacket by Ellie Mae // dress by Merritt Charles [here] // shoes: Ivy Revel // photographer: Champagne Cochran
So, I’ve been meaning to write this post for about a week now, but every time I started a new post I found something else to blog about. Well, I have to deal with it sooner or later, and there’s not really ever going to be a ”good time” to do it. Some of you have already mentioned a few comments about it, so I know there’s a bit of curiosity out there about the situation.
About a month ago, Austin and I broke up. It feels weird to write that. I don’t really know where to start to explain to you guys, but basically when it comes down to it, we realized we’re in completely different places in our lives, and it was taking a serious toll on our relationship. Towards the end, I felt lonely. I knew it wasn’t right, and that feeling was sort of eating away at me little by little every day. How do I end something with a person that is so great to me, that I have such an easy relationship with? I think that was the hardest part about it. Because he is such a nice, great guy that I have so much love for. It basically had to get to a point where the feeling of knowing it’s not right became big enough to accept the fact that just because he’s an amazing guy doesn’t mean he’s right for me at this time.
You guys might wonder what happened, but I don’t have a clear answer for that. I would say it was a combination of a few key things. We were together for over 2 1/2 years, but we still remain friends, which is very important to me.
Thanks for letting me share this, and thank you for understanding that I’m not going into any details right now <3